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Words Hurt

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These two words are some of the truest words I’ve read lately. Words stay stuck in my brains. I wish I could say that only the good and encouraging words stick, but it’s the hurtful and discouraging words that cut like a knife and are on continuous replay. Why?! Well, I believe satan hates me so much that he just wants me to stay stuck. Stuck on the past, stuck on the words, stuck on worrying about how to “protect myself” from more hurt, pain, or drama, and stuck on what will happen in the future. This being stuck junk is NOT from God. He forgives me for the past. He knows my future. He is my protector. He knows what what the future has in store for me. Satan wants me to stay “stuck”, because being stuck means I can’t grow. I need to grow closer to Jesus, but how can that happen if I stay stuck? Impossible. The only way to not stay stuck is to put all my faith and trust in God and Him alone. In Christ, I have freedom. Complete freedom. God is the only One who can give true peac...
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The Waze God Guides

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Why can’t life be like the Waze app & come with the same warnings such as “Hazard up ahead”? As I ask that question two words instantly crossed my mind: “The Bible”. God’s word, The Bible, is my road map and warns me that there will be “hazards” ahead. God has provided us His word and direction with warnings and blessings along the way to give us a direct path to take to stay the course and follow Jesus’s lead. Why is it easy to follow Waze’s direction, but not so easy to follow God’s direction? We put our faith in some app that man created to get us to where we need to be and yet struggle to have faith in God when He has written it out for us?  When those “hazards” or “object in road” pop up unexpectedly in our lives, it wasn’t unexpected with God. He already saw our tomorrow and even STILL has perfect directions/plans for our lives. He knew these harsh times would come. He knew we are lost and hurting people needing direction and love. His word is His love letter to ...
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Broken: violently separated into parts.

**Warning** May be the longest blog I’ve ever written.  “Why do things break?” is all my mind can think of lately. While making myself some bomb garlic avocado toast in the kitchen today, I overheard the tv blaring from the family room. I don’t normally watch Dr. Oz and instantly thought when I heard the show come on I was going to quickly turn the tv off when I was done in the kitchen. As I finished up my toast, something he was describing caught my attention. It quickly brought that familiar thought into my head, “Why do things break?”. There I stood, dead in my tracks, thinking to myself that if our bodies didn’t “break down” (get sick or battle a life threatening illness) was there would be no need for doctors. That thought spiraled a whole other set of thoughts, but one that stood out was, “Why can’t everything just stay perfect and unbroken in any way?”! I started to think about where I am right now in life.....  As loud as day, I heard very clearly this: “You ...
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Chaos aka out of control headspace

Did you ever have a season in life where it was always hard and you were always waiting for the next bad news to land in your lap? Sometimes when we go through those seasons we often try to remind ourselves that it is only a season, but what happens when that season is way way longer than we expected it or ever anticipated it to be? What do we do? Do we move forward? Do we give up? How often do we sit around focussing on all the negative that surrounds our lives than we do focussing on all the actual blessings and positives we have in life? Surely, not every single thing is absolutely downright negative about our lives...right?! But why is it soooo easy to focus our minds and hearts on everything negative rather than positives?  Truthfully, I’m convicted as I write this. Raising teenagers is not for the weak hearted, so as I sit here in my bedroom focussing on all the negative that surrounds me I have asked God to truly help me deal with this season from a new perspective. T...
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Sometimes It Just Hurts

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I guess it's true, life can change in an instant, unexpectedly, rapidly, and sometimes causing a great deal of sadness. You see your life one way and then one minute everything changes and you can no longer see your life's vision or what life will look like anymore. These last 7 days have been a whirlwind of emotions, let downs, sadness, and feelings of failure. One thought that has crossed my mind a lot is "I am just not good enough." And yes, I have allowed my mind to get lost in that thought more than once and every time it happens, a text will come through or someone will knock at my door and will have just the right God given words to snap me out of it. I suppose I've always struggled since I was a little girl with fear of not being wanted or felt I was unworthy of being wanted, but the feelings of being undesirable, unworthy, and unaccepted this week have been on repeat in my mind a little more than I ever remember. But then, God's voice is so much str...
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