Sometimes It Just Hurts
I guess it's true, life can change in an instant, unexpectedly, rapidly, and sometimes causing a great deal of sadness. You see your life one way and then one minute everything changes and you can no longer see your life's vision or what life will look like anymore. These last 7 days have been a whirlwind of emotions, let downs, sadness, and feelings of failure. One thought that has crossed my mind a lot is "I am just not good enough." And yes, I have allowed my mind to get lost in that thought more than once and every time it happens, a text will come through or someone will knock at my door and will have just the right God given words to snap me out of it. I suppose I've always struggled since I was a little girl with fear of not being wanted or felt I was unworthy of being wanted, but the feelings of being undesirable, unworthy, and unaccepted this week have been on repeat in my mind a little more than I ever remember. But then, God's voice is so much str